why are you even reading this

So the exams are over. Guru, Dor and Don have been watched. Realisation of 5 new kilos on me has been had through various ways including weighing machines, sudden inability to get into own clothes and impolite pointing out (and repeated reminding) by acquaintances. Dreams of being Mother Mary Part 2 have been shattered. Pile of assignments need to be attacked.

Was preparing my resume and the complete lack of achievements is so overwhelming. Sigh! Anybody who reads it will think: "Oh! so you have had opportunities but you never exploited them. Hmm.."

Just need to find some meaning in my silly wasteful degenerating existence.