Morbid Thoughts

Till a few minutes back I had a very severe headache and nausea. Coffee, sleep, Disprin...nothing seems to have helped. As I lay in the bed traveling between states of deep sleep, complex dream filled sleep and uncomfortable wakefulness, I have been having morbid thoughts.

I have been imagining what my life would be like if I lost both my legs and my left arm (I don't want to lose my right one, even in imagination!). What if I was having a brain hemorrhage. What if the last I see before I am rolled into an operation theatre is a lecherous doctor who looks like he is going to rape me. Who would I like to call and what I would say to them if I knew I was going to die in a few minutes.

Very depressing things.

Now after a more powerful medicine and some net surfing later, I am much better, thank you.